♥ chapter 8 ♥ Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 5:03 AM hellos . ok . sorry for late update . computer was under repair . alright . now i can cover alot of chapters cause got alot of stories . FORCED LOVE ? DESPARATE LOVE ? what is that ? fall inlove with tat person when u 1st saw him/her ? wanting to be in a relationship desparately ? hahahahas (: i guess so . i did before . noe currently attached to someone . let me tell you how i meet this guy . ~ i was online on tagged & was sending comments to friends . then received a friend request . (: it was frm this afi (nt real name) . then i accepted his request . so we started chatting . i fall inlove with him when i 1st saw his photo . i decided to get close la . but after a few days chatting , i feel like his not the right 1 for me . cos he love to force people & he totally not romantic at all . so i avoided him . seldom contact . but we still keep in touch . then after afew days i suddenly feel like ilovehimsomuch but im attached with someone . so i told him to forget me . he was sad la . then , a few mths after asking him to avoid me , i saw him in the train with a girl , HUGGING EACH OTHER ! i was pissed cause i was waiting for him to message me all along . then the next day we met & settle things out . & i ended up being his baby girl (: but its kinda too fast . i donoe him at all yet right . but after im with him for 1 week 4 days , i feel that he is so sweet & romantic in person . & he said he love me wholeheartedly . well , i donoe . i don'ttrust love anymore . AT ALL ! now , i only wanna enjoy my life flirting & having fun . hahahahas . ok . next chapter will be great & fun ! ENJOYS !

♥ chapter 7 ♥ Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 3:46 AM hello . im back . sorry for the late update . lappy was under repair . ok . alot of storiies to share but i wanna share about this particular topic . TRUE LOVE ! i have never been inlove deeply with someone before . i also don't know i love them or their money or what uh . but truthfully , i have been inlove with this guy , boy (not his real name ) for 2 years + . i get to noe him when he was so kental . hahahas . he have no motor . but now da canggih luhh member . (: saw him recently at a cousin's wedding . when the moment i saw him , HATI TEROS CAIR BABE ! hahas . ok . true love ! what's that ? well , to me , its like FATE ! fate bring us together . no matter how far we go , we will definitely meet ! hmms . ok . im not trying to say that i and boy is fated luhh but can you guys see that , whenever i wanna let him go , he came back to me naturally . hmms . i use to like him last 2 years ago . i love him like mad even though his attached . ): i tried my best to be close with him but he say to me " its not easy for u to get me ! " i rmb tat till NOW !! so i tried to be far apart frm him cause im scared that his girl might think im crazy . so time pass . i still cntct with his cousin , mat ( not his real name ) . mat & me use to go out . but it doesn't work out . there is just no chemistry between us . hmms . so we separated & lost contact for afew months then we contact back . but i keep asking boud boy . but , i only receive boy message on the november 09 ! just imagine how long is that . when he message me , i feel so HAPPY & one of a kind . is that love ? well , not really until i finish my story . we contatcted & going out together but i was attached at that time . i need to find a replacement right . so i was with di ( not his real name ) . di took good care of me . but boy came at the wrong time . but he confess to me that he love & miss me alot . ): i cried . but due to the cntcting with boy , me & di fight . broke up 2 times cos of boy but its ok atlast . i tried to avoid boy but can't cause his running through my mind all day ! then , we stop meeting each other & stop contacting . but eventually , we can't ! just last night , 10th apr , boy ask me out but suddenly his bike buat hal , ROSAK ! so its cancelled . the next day , which is today , i didn't message him at all . SUDDENLY , COINCIDENTALLY , we met at the wedding . ): his my cousin's friend . OMG ! im so shock . that's why till now , my mind is confused . im totally confused !! ): haiish . so . like i say , is it TRUE LOVE ? u might not know . i myself wanna find out . so , people , love only tthe 1 that u think is the right 1 for u . dun leave them . I MAKE A WRONG DECISION AT A WRONG TIME !!! so , enjoy life , flirt as u wan . cos wen u die , u die happily ! (:

♥ chapter 6 ♥ Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 8:34 PM YO ! following up ? hahahas . (: kay . what's next . OH NO ! no one wanna request seyh . then let me do it kays ? well , today im gonna talk about FRIENDSHIP ! friends come & go . some friends are good , some are bad . choose wisely aye ? well , for me , i have alot of friends . TOO MUCH already . but i only have 2 or 3 dat i trust so much . i've know them for quite a long time uh . for me , i can see whether they are good or bad . (: but last time i wasn't so sure who i should mix with . to me , all are good . untill i ended up in lock up because of all this friends . not say that u cannot make friends . u can , but not all are good . just choose the right one . like how u choose mango . the spoilt wan u throw u take the yellow & fresh one right that is nice to eat . its the same as choosing a friend . some friends help u alot right . i love a friend which go through thick & thin with u , helps u alot no matter what & will always be dere for u when u need the, . i have 1 friend . she & me have been together for 4 years + & she have gone through alot with me . when im sad , she will share the sadness with me . i really love her alot . hahahahaas . even though sometimes we fight , we will get it over very soon . cause , no point fighting over small stuff . there was once when her boyfriend kenal2 me with this guy . her boyfriend friend uh . then we started to go out together . the four of us will surely be together wherever we go . hahahahahs . (: then usually she lepak with her bf together with that guy & the rest . then she will overheard what they say . they say they just wanna play2 . so her bf told her not to tell me . so she came & tell me the whole story . the guy just wanna have sex but not a serious relationship . i was shocked cause who would have thought that she have me as her 1st priority . she never even support her bf . she support me . she don wan me to be busted by that kinda guy . im so happy . realli happie . but i just keep my mouth shut . i act as if nuting happen . till now , she & bf are staying strong despite fighting alot !! i realii envy her & i can see that she really change from last time till now . im so proud to call her my friend . (: really proud . so , like i say , choose the friend that help u & not choose the friend that brings u down the drain . (:

♥ chapter 5 ♥ Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 7:32 PM hellos . (: so fast its chapter 5 already . was so shiok telling stories until tak sadar da chapter 5 . hheheehehs . previous post was reali meaningful to me pasal what i say is true . (: boyfie patch wiith me yst night while otp . that's why i told u , the guy that truly loves u will give u a 2nd chance . (: hehehehs . kkays . today , i wanna talk about relationships . as in like young girls go with OLDER guys & older girls go with YOUNGER guys . (: u see , if eur inlove , ntg can chnge anything . cos eur love for that sum1 is genuine . (: den u noe lata , some pple will be like "eh siyal ah . tue nyer laky tuh . pmpn mude siak ." OR "mude nyer laky tuh , pmpn tue siak ." why can't they just accept the fact uh ? why must they care . the 1 that is being in that 'weird' relationship is not u . its THEM ! so why care ? i mean , i just hate this kinda pple . age is just a number seyh . kays , lets talk boud older guys with younger girls . pple might think dat this older guy are taking advantage of the young girls . mebbe some are true . bud some are not okeys !! i share with u a story boud me . (: ~ right now , my boyfiie is a 33 years old guy . & im only 17 . (: it takes him so afew mths to get along with my fam . my mum , aunty , sis all dun like him . cos they tot he was taking advantage of me . my sis even say that his not gonna be long with me . hmms . bud boyfiie show my fam that he can take care of me . for that few mths , me & ibu never talk at awl . i never received any daily allowance frm her . she dowan tuh give me . ): nvm uh . i'll support myself . but seeing me happie for the past few mths , ibu suddenly agree me with boyfiie . (: cool huh ? so see . age dun matters . me & boyfie is already 4 mths + going 5 . i can see that he is the best & i truly love him so much . ~ so , like i say , age dun even matter . what that matters is that the heart that counts . (: kays . now boud younger guys with older girls . sometimes , this guys are so mature . so u cannot blame them . mak nya & his husband for example . till now , okey jer . staying strong . she look younger den the guy uh . hahahahahs . life is all aboud choice . choose the right 1 . ntg matters okey . bud dun kutuk2 dis kinda relationships . hu knows eur jodoh is with a younger/older person . u might not know okey . live life to the fullest . enjoy eurself . just rmb dat whatever u do in this world is not wrong as long as u know how to manage it . (: okey ! that's boud it babes .....

♥ chapter 4 ♥ Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 5:41 PM good morning ! ohgosh . woke up early today . well , just had a tiff with boyfiie last night . & guess whut , we broke up . today im gonna talk aboud relationships . (: hhahahahas . long relationship is when u never hold the love so tightly ! let it go . give some space for each other . dun too controlling . just let it be . but if things get out of hand , den let it go ! short relationship is where u control eur partner . u are too protective . DAMN protective . dun be . cos not worth it . lemme tell u a tips boud love kays ? if it works , dun come begging on eur knees for more . HAHAHAHAHAHA ! joking2 . just wanna share with u guys . to girls , i mean in girls opinion ( as im a girl (: ) , we want a relationship where guys love , care , pay more attention to us ! cos we girls are like attention seeker . guys who dun care boud us , is not in a serious relationship . GIRLS , get a guy which take good care of u . dun get the 1 dat cares so much boud the friend & leave u in a lurch . for fcuk u go on a relationship with hym ? for sex ? hello girls , wake up . we're not their toy . they want they take , they dowan , they throw . eh siyal uh , dorg ingat kiter aper siyal . pmpn jual bdn per siak . pukimak btol !!! OMG !!! sorriie . i get so tensed wen talking boud this . so sorrie . well , dun make a big mistake by leaving the 1 dat loves u for the 1 dat u love . i noe this phrase sounds weird cos for what we stay with the guy dat love us bud we dun right ? bud , that is not the meaning . the meaning is , a guy who truly cares boud u , hu truly treasure u & the 1 who is always dere for u . dun make the wrong decision like i just did ! i regretted . now rice become porridge already .... hahahahahahahs !! ntg can chnge anything . if the guy is willing to give u a 2nd chance , that means he truly love u alot ! okey okey . now guys . to guys , girls are like their shirts . they want them today they wear , they dowan they throw them in the washing machine . & it goes round & round . dat's why till now , girls are confused with this kinda guy . what they lack until the guys dowan them (: i oso dun undstnd guys . i oso been thrown into the washing machine . HAHAHAHHA ! well , its true . if u wanna get a betta guy , lemme tell u . get the 1 with MONEY SUA ! cos right now , i dun believe in love . well , love can bring u no where . hahaahahs . loving couple oso 1 day will be separated . whatever . haiish . just choose the best & dun let it go if u think his good for u . ok ? that's all . i can't stop crying writing this post . ): miss boyfie . bye !

♥ chapter 3 ♥ @ 8:09 AM going on well uh . (: kkays . next topic . aper ah ? please request for topics kay . cos im totally out of topics . kays, lemme tynk of 1 . BRB .......................................................... AH ! kahwin MUDA ! nyaahahahs . okey . well , now adays many MALAYS married young . im not talking bad uh . cos i oso gonna married young . kekekekes . most married SHOTGUN . kay . let's talk about shotgun kay . hmms . aluhh , im okey with shotgun . tarq pasal per . kawen jgk kan nanty2 . psl kter org nyh da gatal . tarq sabar narq ader anak . aluhh , org narq ckp2 . ckp luhh . nyh diri kter . kter tarq buat salah per . cume terkeluarkan anak . kan3 ? hmms . tapy yg tarqleyh angkat nyer is wen laky da kasi pmpn ngndong , dyer HILANG ! mampos . tuh kan mintak kene siku jerq . erm , i tynk more den a siku uh . hahahahahs . itu part paling busted . busted narq mampos nyer . all those guys kan , leh gy JAHANAM sua . my mataer pon da kawen 2 kali . due2 bini SHOTGUN . hahahahahs . am i gonna b the 3rd ? well , nono ! DUNOE UH ! open speaking uh eh . tak suker close minded pple . so close minded readers , FCUK OFF ! aluhh , aper laen nyer eh da kawen ader anak & blom kawen ader anak ? same eh ? aluhh , ifaa pon tatawue luhh . but to me , im born in this world , everything is right . ntg is wrong . pcl tuhan yg menentukan . tarqkn wrong kn . GOD is always right . so im happy with my life . whatever happens , im okey uh . tarqyah malu2 . mak bapak narq malu pcl narq jage reputation . hahahahahas . like my mum . she's not the easy going type . pasal uh .! oh ya , where were we ? SHOTGUN ! okey . so like i say , ntg tuh worry aboud . aluhh , OK ! i suddenly tynk of virgin . skrg maner laky kesah pmpn virgin ke tarq . narq simpan watper ? dpt hadiiah ker ? tarq kn ? so ? haiyo . aper jerq tawuh . narq malu watper ? tgok negeri org puteh , qalaw korg maseyh virgin , dorg ktawe uh . kekek tawuh . hahahahas . (: be open . enjoy life . dun enjoy lata . narq enjoy lata watper kan ? da maty pon . hahahahahahahaahahs . kkays luhh . ntg tuh say . pls REQUEST for sumting tuh talk aboud . if nt , ifaa da start dyer nyer mepek . kays ? TATA !

♥ chapter 2 ♥ Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 8:27 PM im back ! okey . previous chapter was too short & simple . well cause if i go on then worse storiies boud makcik kpo will come out & my blog will be reported abuse . hahahahas . so today , is aboud .. YP ~ minah & mats wannabiies . why tapert pants ? why sat sat ? why step ? ok . let's start with the : why tapert ! hmms . tapert is fashion uh . i admit when i was 13 , i used tapert pants . i dun realy like it uh cos too TIGHT ! my leg so BESAR already & gemok . hahahahahas . kkays . but takleh angkat when SKINNY pple wear tapert . macam chopstick walking siyal . hahahas . now still people using okey . dun say u guys never wear tapert before . admit it luh . dulu zaman tapert HOT tawuh . smpi seluar tapert tuh , on the left one color , on the right one color . KIMAK ! macam badot siyal . i realy hate that . then takpe , mat2 nak step sachok ngn tapert pants tuh . kalau da belagak sachok nah , harap2 tapert dorg KOYAK ! nyahahahahas . kkays . next : why sat sat ? hahahahas . nyh biase uh . LAKY ! nak step maner nyer besar , jln sat sat . bulu ketiak mcm tebal sgt gtu . well , recently uh , on the 27th march that is last sat , me & boyfiie tron CP mkn kat 24hrs . then skali got this group of mat YP . below 18 , jln sat sat dpn kter . (: & 1 gerl macam puki siyal . me & boyfie ddk btol2 dpn2 uh cos smoking area kene conquer . then boyfie tak happy . panggil fata & arul tron . sekali , biler dorg tron , dorg jln dlm uh kt tmpt YP's tuh ddk , muker satu2 mintak macam nak kene tunbuk . den show off luhh ader tatoo . hhahahahahahs . WHATEVER YP'S . merepek siak . then da jln tak berani pusing belakang . lps tuh sat sat ker sot sot ker , tak nmpk seyh . PENAKOT . of cos uh . YP mcm dorg ni tak suits for boyfiie . boyfiie da OT ! HAHAHHAHS . kkays . next : why step ? well , like i say , nak step BIG ! sekali kene , big tros KECOT . aluh . ni minah ngn mat sumer stepp jer . cube kalau seorang ? berani ? laky mesty bopley kat tekak , pmpn mesty puki kecot . nyahahaahahahs . ni sumer kan nak step hot ! i dun UNDERSTAND WHY ! seriously uh . i mean when they grow up like 18 & above , then they will understand . now nak enjoy jer so biar sua . KEKEKEKEKKES . da luhh . nanti bbual bnyk , nanty ader luh org2 terase den nak REMBAT ketot lak . ketot no sweat . ketot tak takot . NYAHAHAHAHAHs . kkays . next chapter aboud what ? request anyone ?