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hello . im back . sorry for the late update . lappy was under repair .
ok . alot of storiies to share but i wanna share about this particular topic . TRUE LOVE ! i have never been inlove deeply with someone before . i also don't know i love them or their money or what uh . but truthfully , i have been inlove with this guy , boy (not his real name ) for 2 years + . i get to noe him when he was so kental . hahahas . he have no motor . but now da canggih luhh member . (: saw him recently at a cousin's wedding . when the moment i saw him , HATI TEROS CAIR BABE ! hahas . ok . true love ! what's that ? well , to me , its like FATE ! fate bring us together . no matter how far we go , we will definitely meet ! hmms . ok . im not trying to say that i and boy is fated luhh but can you guys see that , whenever i wanna let him go , he came back to me naturally . hmms . i use to like him last 2 years ago . i love him like mad even though his attached . ): i tried my best to be close with him but he say to me " its not easy for u to get me ! " i rmb tat till NOW !! so i tried to be far apart frm him cause im scared that his girl might think im crazy . so time pass . i still cntct with his cousin , mat ( not his real name ) . mat & me use to go out . but it doesn't work out . there is just no chemistry between us . hmms . so we separated & lost contact for afew months then we contact back . but i keep asking boud boy . but , i only receive boy message on the november 09 ! just imagine how long is that . when he message me , i feel so HAPPY & one of a kind . is that love ? well , not really until i finish my story . we contatcted & going out together but i was attached at that time . i need to find a replacement right . so i was with di ( not his real name ) . di took good care of me . but boy came at the wrong time . but he confess to me that he love & miss me alot . ): i cried . but due to the cntcting with boy , me & di fight . broke up 2 times cos of boy but its ok atlast . i tried to avoid boy but can't cause his running through my mind all day ! then , we stop meeting each other & stop contacting . but eventually , we can't ! just last night , 10th apr , boy ask me out but suddenly his bike buat hal , ROSAK ! so its cancelled . the next day , which is today , i didn't message him at all . SUDDENLY , COINCIDENTALLY , we met at the wedding . ): his my cousin's friend . OMG ! im so shock . that's why till now , my mind is confused . im totally confused !! ): haiish . so . like i say , is it TRUE LOVE ? u might not know . i myself wanna find out . so , people , love only tthe 1 that u think is the right 1 for u . dun leave them . I MAKE A WRONG DECISION AT A WRONG TIME !!! so , enjoy life , flirt as u wan . cos wen u die , u die happily ! (: |